I've sacrificed everything for my Year 2 in SOTA; just for the exams and results. I stopped watching TV. chnl U & 8 dramas. which i am literally addicted to I even didn't touch anime for practically the whole year. Everytime someone asked me to go out with them. I declined. cus i "need to study" Doing that for one whole year is tiring So obviously for me, I gave up in term 3. Also what with the Diploma preparation My soul had just been sucked out of me. I really tried my best to continue studying. But obviously in T4 i did the opposite. Last year T1-3 I slacked. So T4 i did my best and it pulled my whole year up by ALOT. This time it's doing the reverse effect. If i get the same % as last year.. I will regret it for life. I'm planning to really mug next year, since I'm not taking any piano ABRSMs. I think I really suffer from insomnia. I just can't sleep before 12. And i'll be sleepy the whole day in school. Even Mr chee asked me to sleep earlier. Said my mock tests weren't performing. Now my mum says. No wonder I did so badly for the exams. Cus I don' have enough sleep. I'm grossely lacking sleep. Next year I will try my best to sleep around 1130. My mum just talked to me.. (th reason i flunked math is cus of not enough sleep, can't concentrate and i was reallly freaked out. i even got first paper first question wrong. it was freaking ez) 'When you're confident, half the battle is won'.Finally, I think I understand this quote. I was really scared and worried for math. I already practised every single page/ or most of the assessment book. So it's justmy mindset. Sigh.
I want to cry but there's no more tears. :o I will try my best for next year. -.--
papers. ARC 25/40 damn unhappy Chi 52/100 no comments Lit 21/35 kinda unhappy Ihss 32/50 kinda unhappy Music MHO 14/30 kinda unhappy MIP 59/100 damn unhappy Chamber 78% no comments IS 66% damn unhappy Bio 43/50 no comments Phy 39/50 kinda unhappy Math 73/100 damn unhappy
Nothing to say except DAMN DAMN DAMN UPSET.
But overall is QUITE GOOD! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. I hope i get 72% or something liddat .
ARC 72% damn unhappy Chi 66.4% no comments Lit 61.8% for term 3 & term 4 damn unhappy Math 81.6 damn unhappy IHSS 75.9 quite okay. Music 66.4 Science 81.6 for term 3 & term 4, and it is wrong (cus bio 1 mark added not included). quite okay.
3A1 1A2 2B3 1B4
omg... 4 A and 3 B THIS SUCKS! SO BAD. mid-years was 6A and 1B then that B missed by 0.2 only if i count by IB programme, it's minus 8 points out of 42. so it's 34/ omg.. 0.0
SEE. all either quite or damn unhappy infact only ihss overall not that bad.
If i use lit as 65 and science as 82 i'll get 72.8 around there.nearly 73. I THINK I AM LIKE KINDA OKAY WITH IT. not like super _l_ about it. Sigh... And i still want distinction for diploma! :D I'm less upset than yesterday... So yeah.
NOOB. SO NERD. (denise trying on my specs and hairband and sweater. total FAIL. only i look okay in that specs actually =.= w/e i'm a cool nerd.
HANNAH MONTANA FAN CLUB! KRISH IS OWNING MAN.
denise wearing joan's 'boyish clothes'. HOT RIGHT.I KNOW LA.
gloria and my ice cream. island creamery~
denise and i
denise and i <3
p/s: met joy in outram park while walking with joan back from masterclass. iheard someone calling me. in the end is her haha.
2o/1o
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BESTEST FRIEND, JOAN QUAH! I LOVE YOU FOREVER! AND MAY YOUR WISHES OR WADEVA COME TRUE. WOW THIS SOUNDS SO ROUTINE LIKE. WEL ANYWAY U KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO! <3
LOVE YOU FOREVER. YOU KNOW YOU LOVE THIS MESAGE CARD AND MY PRESENT!
pe tournament. krish's team got 2nd. tsk. cus the penalty , krish let nishok 's kick in. sad. nvm at least 2nd i think krish is REALLY good. he just dribbles the ball from here to there : D grats. hannah montana fan club ;) then we got our chinese paper back. i was praying for 60 something. in the end. 52!!! HAHA i just revealed my marks here :o siol. stupid right - . - but luckily overall still B. 66.4. if i get C. VERY UGLY TO REPORT BOOK! NOW REPORT BOOK GOT A 60+. VERY VERY UGLY . UGLY! tsk. but anyway. music also confirm will be 60+. sian la.. my eoys the overall % will be like shit. then SAC i release earlier. not staying back to do work 0.o when i left the hall and saw gloria. i dont know why but i just STARTED CRYING! but this time is not like the whiny whiny one. is just silently cry f3. stupid man.- . - then i want a hug she go dao me. _l_ hate you hai bian. then andrew damn nice can. he hugged me like a few times. then talk crap la. haha so cute he. glad to have a friend like andrew. (learn from him gloria, break my heart la). then we went island creamery. iwanted to stuff myself with food to drown in my sorrows! i bought a double scoop , mango sorbet and strawberry. strawberry is NOT NICE! no taste. next time i'm going to buy sth else. don't jealous joan <3 went with gloria to her house. her sisters. kip PEEKING at me.. hello i not blind la please . iknow you there. she bathe..took sooo long. p/s: SHE HAS A FRICKING GRAND PIANO. FAG! then she wore some high sandals. and i feel even shorter. tsk then we met joan and valerie at clementi hub at 6 + i think. ate at hawker centre. SO _l_ HOT! we went aries. i bought a black white hair band, and purple hooped earrings. tsk. these few days ive been spending all my moneh for these accessories namely earrings,tsk. and then we trained here, trained there... trained to UCC . the concert some korean guy playing. i nodded off like 3/4 of the concert. srry la. i sleepy. trained to outram with joan and yuru and marcus.. then yuru and marcus and i got off..went to purple line at potong pasir my phone died so i borrowed yurus' phone.. they pangseh me at serangoon. thanks ah. and from then until now.. (21/1o). my phone inbox still got 64 unread messages. i too lazy to delet and read it. i also think it's quite fun, so i just leave it there. ithink yuru also haven't finish reading ! haha!
21/1o went school. chiong reflections. ithink i wrote like a few lines, iwrote very big. took a look at SAC year 2 & 3 in the hall. and year 3 had hip hop SAC an d they performed in the hall. hah cool. my group's video, the publicity one.is kinda boring. etiquette one was quite interesting. bcus u can focus on one aspect & just twist and turn mah. then publicity must go thru whole museum~_~ we went tabula rasa to see year 1 s SAC. not many bothered to look actually. then mei zhi etc started dancing and stuff. like celebration. gloria ask ed me t go notice board. then i heard some stuff crashing. i thought its some .. hm dno la. but when i look. i saw SO MUCH FRIGGING GLASS on the floor. and then ms wang 1 sec later walk out of meeting room. and SHOUTED!ask what happened. and nabil was clearing glass out of his hair. then she YELLED at him to go away, and stop moving. thaddeus then went GO.. wah , i very lucky. if i had left tabula 1-2 mins later, i would have totally met with the shattering of glass. i wonder what happened. nabil claimed that thaddeus rammed into the door hence it shattered. i heard fron others they playing catching.and stuff. but w/e la. wah later i was so paranoid thati got glass shards on me. cus i was a few metres away from the accident. then ambulance came..bring thaddeus. later we had SAC talk but i wasn't listening at all. sry la. i very tired. then we left school.. went joan's house. we changed out. i wore matching clothes with joan : D oh my she has seirously broad shoulders. min denise and i wear her clothes, wil SLIDE OFF! then she wear..we pull, nothing happen. HAHAHHAH. after that..we went to eat at kopitiam. then go lan. audi for 3 hours. denise suddenly left her seat halfway and said hi to this guy. apparently it's her audi friend. WTF. but i wouldn't even dare to do that. he's not bad looking, quite good i THINK.. cus i didn't see properly. didn't bother. but his audi is zxc pro. he confirm got noob la please. p/s: audi has this new mission book thing. they wil lrandomly give you during games and you have to clear it. i cleared alot of them : D hohohohohoho . alot of the missions are + fam points! WHOO. anyway. this SY guy from haruharu guild suddenly came our room said. are you in j cube. then we lazy and ignore. when we left lan, he was looking at joan licensing. she was banging the keyboard like siao. haha. he started talking in chinese. and i thought he was a bit sot. then he say. oh next time fam battle..my fam very good. you think i donno ? but anyway. i said. oh i kno your fam master. he said: harh? You know wei wei? weiwei? i ignored and walk off. HAHA SHIT LA. i know her charcter. she know mine. but we don't personally know e/o la. anyway. then joan realised she left the uni in her house. then denise and i told her can't enter SOTA with outside clothes. thus, denise lent joan her uni , and then wore joan's casual clothes back.. Denise wear XS. i wear S. Joan wears M. For Joan to wear Denise...abit ~_~ right?SO, being KIND like i usually am Not , i wore denise and joan wore mine. joan said she was suffocating in my shirt. helo? u want wear XS? MY shirt is totally not small la. its soo big. and denise skirt was so short. now i know why ppl's skirt in sota all so short one - . - k then we ate bread .. and then took 14 to SOTA but we missed the stop cus engrossed in books. then joan went back to hse to collect clothes from mum. then she change..and i got back my uni. HAHA! p/s: denise' s mum wasn't very shocked. but she ask denise if all of joans' clothes so stylish. Denise wore MENS CLOTHES! and minmin wore revealing clothes.. let me see your cleavage right *blush* later i'll post up pics. hmm. then concert..was quite nice. string ensemble was freaking empty. cus agp all go london. marcus xylophone so cute haha. melody tam played piano very well. basicaly this is 1 of the first concerts i not very sleepy. : D yeah dad fetched me back. p/s: still paranoid about glass shards. enjoy the pics.
woke up at 10+chiong outside. go watch surrogate @ 11am. at bishan to amk. the train coming in 4 mins.then 5 mins later . still 4mins. so pissing . reach there. movie started , haha. shared popcorn w/ gloria. joan didn't eat. after movie, 1 half hours. rate it 3.5/5. we din't know wher to go.in the end went west mall. we went watt's in and bought earrings. tsk.quite nice. hmm. then i ate kway chap with joan at koufu.. we share. gloria ate her own rice .. w/e that is. then i suddenly realised; won't many people not know about this masterclass?! So i called all the pianists i know. AND NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM WERE GOING. including liren! and ZAC. omg?so i was SO reluctant to go . in the end WHINY GLORIA WON ME OVER. but we were absolutely LATE.trained to clementi. then took 96 to YST. jireh said. eh then never visit your son ? i said. DONT even know wher you live! he said. oh condos outside cck. haha.so cute. hmm. we reached ther at 320. and abigail sin was in the piano masterclass Lol . i'm kinda sad i missed her performance. after her performance ended. SO MANY PEPLE LEFT THE AUDITORIUM. HAHHAHAHAHAHAH.next one. abit lollll.the master is like. JUST TALKING TO THE PERFORMER. IGNORE THE CROWD. oh && th last guy is, THAT ABSOLUTELY HAHAHAHHAHHA .he was the constipated guy last time ! before he starts playing (the same piece, chopin ballade in g minor/ major cant rmbr) he would wait for DAMN DAMN DAMN FREAKING LONG.then start playing . i rmbr the previous masterclass he took like 3 mins to start playing AND THE PROFESSOR STOPPED HIM IN TH FIRST PHRASE ALRD. HAHAHHAA. and it seems like he hardly corrected anything frmo the previous masterclass -.-tsk. but at least, he stopped giving the frigging constipated face. (he woudl use to squint his eyes and shake his body like a gay) NO OFFENCE INTENDED.hmm. after he played his piece, joan and i zao. went to lan for 1 hour audi. we exceeded 5 mins so need pay 50 cents. zzzz. anyway.my mum had 2 blood vessels burst in her right or left eye so the eye now is seriously blooody. not just red eye . is TOTALLY BLOODY BLOOD BLOOD AT THE WHITE PART. omg .she went doctor, and he said it's not ifnectious/ dangerous..just blood vessel burst.wtf , scary .oh and going home today. dad was behind me by 1 or 2 trains.AGAIN. haha! hmmm.i'm very scared for tmrw.if i fail chinese..sigh, don't know what to do. i'l probably EMO -.- and goodluck to the rest of g3 except my group who didn't get in.tsk. anyway.SAC. don't know what to do .so if i don't need t do anyth for SAC I'M GOING TO PON SCHOOL. useless manzxc.tsk.
i need to go school. staying at home and just sitting around like a couch potato is doing me no good! i watched tv.. used the computer.. then at 6 went to swim. finally. after 31929170 years !?!?! ohmy. i think i swam 12 laps. hmm. i think my stamina improved from last time. and it's either my parents are swimming slower, or i'm swimming faster. oh and apparently my dad has been swimming WRONGLY.. TSK. ate yoghurt. from frolicks. quite nice. tsk. some scenes from gakuen alice that i like. --when luca-kun met the piyo chick it said " BOY meets CHICK" HAHAHA GEDDIT. FUNNY.
--mikan was over natsume. like those kind of WRONG Positions. then luca and hotaru saw.. and they were like :o mikan : huh?(why are they looking at us liddat). *looks here. looks there* ... " NOOOOO!! IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!!" Natsume : just because no one saw means nothing happened. OH MY GOSH. SO CUTE. HAH.
Oh and when my mum was waking me up today, she : You don't have school tomorrow?now what time alrd? How to sleep tonight? (she forgot about holiday) Me: ya i dont have. o.o tsk. HAHHHAHA. and she was like oh. oops.
p/s: Why is my nuffnang ads screwed?! anw , do the poll. thanks : D
Like how this journey goes it's coming to an end : D
Today. Woke up at 11+ ,okay slept at 3+ so at least 8 h of sleep . Went to SGCC to eat . This month is california. last month was french. next month italy. haha. for appetizers i took crab main course steak burger. dessert strawberry chilled cheescake. the steak burger was like SHIT. the cheese was horrible. HORRIBLE. tasted like vormit. so i gave the whole thing to my dad. he gave me some of his pork ribs. it was damn nice. like literally take out the meat from the bones =D hmm. today i wore the juicy couture sandals. is quite high. like 3 inch. hmm. my sis wore like DAMN freaking high studded heels. -.- anyway. i'm planning to go to the study room next year more often :D i'm allowed to bring one person. who wants to follow me? tsk. hmm. then when i went home until now. JUST SPAM WATCH ANIME finished nabari no ou. i cried @ the ending -.- touching. then i felt lik rewatching gakuen alice. then i like to watch endings first. and i cried AGAIN. HAHAHHHAHAHA wtf. hmm. i don't know what i'm looking forward to in the holidays actually. if USA trip is cancelled. i'm going to faint. and i'm still debating whether to go bangkok for the whole of nov : D teehee. but i'm definitely bring my laptop so someone won't miss me : D someone tag my blog manzxc. it's getting BORING : D ciao.
p/s: Why have weird people whom I don't know in real have been coming my blog? Eg : Amos Lim from Pei Hwa SS. He's this guy who's been despo to enter SOTA thru dance. And he adds all SOTA people on fb , fs He even joins fb groups of SOTA (like We Love Bookshop etc) -.- And now he's come my blog. wowwww. I don't exactly like that. So if you see this, respect my privacy and stop coming. p/s: I'm going to delete you off fb soon.
Ohh. And even ppl from US come my blog, WEIRD. anyway. ciao
Woke up at 2pm today. wtf ?-.- anyway, feeling very bored. No laptop , it's 'under lock and key' So all i can do is use the computer which isn't very enlightening.. especially since the wireless mouse and keyboard keeps getting stuck and it's annoying anyway haven't been talking to him much. I also don't care. haha : D Ohh. i can't go class party on monday. I know that yeah, they shouldn't change the timing just for me. But when I sms-d them, they didn't reply. (the planners). Seriously, what right do they have to plan parties/etc for the class? They are not even in the CMC or ANYTHING. The reason why we didn't choose SOMEONE is bcus she is known for bein irresponsible and disorganized. That's why even out of 4 people running for a certain position , she didn't get chosen. I quoted that from my sms from a friend from G3 btw. This isn't a hate or complaining post, and i treat you exactly the same. I'm just voicing my views :) Anyway. I'm not interested to attend parties organized by them. I was already debating with rebecca(before i found out about the music masterclass on monday) whether or not to attend. Anyhow I'd rather spend my whole monday with my BEST FRIENDS rather than a party PLANNED by some people. what will happen?Just the class getting separated with cliques going all over the place. : D
p/s: Can't wait for results! Ahh.
I miss you, I really do. Couldn't you take the initiative? :o
Hmm . Today's a fucked up day. Sorry for the use of vulgarities but YEAH. i swear, anyway started off with assembly. no offence, but the year 1 singer was not v good. she started the national anthem melody VERY VERY QUICKLY and then later slowed down ALOT. She also choked while singing, and cleared her throat many times in just one national anthem. Are SOTA Music VOICE students really this standard?
Anyway , went F104 to check our papers . music investigation paper. I looked at my paper, got 59/100. I didn't expect to get 50 SOMETHING. I just stared. and stared. at the paper. And of course, was TOO SHOCKED to cry. Anyway, I found out that the rest of the INTERMEDIATE classmates also got 50s. ONly one 60s.yeah. And it turns out i got the same marks as Joan for EVERY SINGLE SECTION. what's this -.- Then, we went Q101 to check MHO. I was praying so hard that i'd pass. I FAILED. BY ONE FUCKING MARK. WHY CAN'T U LET ME PASS MUSIC HISTORY FOR ONCE AND NOT LET MY REPORT BOOK HAVE A FUCKING RED MARK? I DONT LIKE THAT IT JUST SPOILS EVERYTHING. (Although I chionged the essay at 7pm-3am on the day before submission haha, but i took a long time for research). LAST ONE AND THE WORST ONE. IS assessment. She called zac first. Then ME. She started off with , "Cara... don't judge your standard by this marks and performance.. because every one has their good/bad areas of music.." My thoughts: FUCK. obviously I DID BADLY , WORSE THAN WHAT THEY EXPECTED. Last year and this mid year my scales, i swear they were perfect. THis time. i got 6/10. I know. Cus i was SO nervous, i slipped like a bloody shit. And she said one scale i heard wrongly, then second time i played STILL wrong(my fingers didn't listen to my brains). Etude 7/10. no comments. cus i learnt it 1 and a half weeks before exam. And czerny is a muthafucking bitch.(RIP Czerny, no offence) Piece Intonation/Musicality-4/5 technique-3/5 Something-3/5 10/15. FOR MY BEETHOVEN SONATA OPUS 2 NO1. NEVER EVER PLAY THAT, PEOPLE WHO READ THIS. IT'S JINXED I TELL YOU JINXED. she said i play 19th century music better
better part of the day ate lunch at QQhse with gloria and joan. then went to suntec otaku house to meet denise and minmin . then we went lan to audi. audi for 3 h & went home . when i was trying so hard to be good at audi, i played like damn lousy then now that i've quit, i play damn good. like 188 can nearly reach 1m ,and i can chance 6 step 10 & 11 for fast songs.
by the way. THANKS MARCUS ! for being damn kind and helping me install the maps and stuff and somemore you even bothered to write down the steps for me Thanks alot , you're a great guy ^^
p/s: wish me luck 0.o cus i'm bad at these stuff
edited : tried one game with nic and epic fail. cus i haven't seen any dota playing before and either his explanation wasnt clear enough for a noob (-.-) or either im REALLY WEIRD AND I DONT THINK I AM D: shall ask marcus or jireh to help me later then.
Mood: ｡◕‿◕｡ Music♫: - Weather:Nearly ☂ Bye eoys <3 but honestly ,i don't feel like playing or anything. okay went out with gloria. to far east. went to buy earrings. she so despo for studs cus ms ho scolded her for her's. went 77th street. EX! D : still bought in the end. went this store Watts in 3 for 5! CHEAP : D i bought 4 pairs she bought 2. wow, today i bought 6 pairs . *guilty conscience starts coming* D : anyway. i went this Haru Gothic shop. the main branch is HaruJapanese fashion. wow the gothic shop was zxc nice. NICE!! i nearly fainted. everything there is MADE FOR ME ! I SWEAR. but guilty conscience comes in , and i just buy a shugo chara poster : D spent 2.40 + 5.30 + (10-3.30)+6 and also macs 2.45 Macs breakfast set is burger + drink 2.50 WITHOUT DRINK IS 2.45 MAKES ANY FUCKING SENSE? -.- wow. spent quite alot. crap nvm. i shan't go shopping for a long time. BUT I WANT TO D; sobsob. nevermind, whatever i need will go USA BUY BRANDED THINGS! : D ate subway , shared with gloria ate the usual thing. She was quite retarded. just bcus i couldn't rmbr that we went a certain shop before. she said. "Dont ever buy cold cut trio. makes you have STM. follow my diet" - . - and what's ur diet may i ask? Okay, anyway after this im going to pack my room and throw out every.single.year2.thing. okay not throw out. keep in the storeroom : D tmrw, getting back ALL our music papers. 1..2..3.. F-UUUUU okay i can't bear to say that word D : well anyway. WALAUUU. all in one day. ONE DAY! HOW TO TAKE IT? oh my gosh . i suddenly feel like bringing a whole box of tissue to school >_> CRAP la. CRAP . . . ohh and im going ice skating this friday with beloveds <3 gloria is TOO COWARD TO COME ! D ;
oh i realised i forgot to blog about the 'main' event of today. ... CHEEENA EXAM!!!! first passage- about some food..the block wood ear thingy ? dno. but it was SO LAME. second - about some PLANT THAT CAN MOVE BY ITSELF... WEIRD THINGS. weird topics. WEIRD 'MORAL OF THE STORY'. i had no idea what to write for gan xiang. and the questions were freaking hard. even worse than both of the mock tests. if u don't know what's adaptability in chinese for second passage, you = dead. damn it. if i get 7o i think i may faint. i am hoping to get 65 odd. if i get 5x ... i am so dead. okay anyway my plans for this weekend is to go jogging / or gym. and swimming on sunday. or perhaps saturday. but im too lazy to go - . - nevermind. i must. keep fit. I AM GETTING FAT. FAT!!! i wish my weight was in p5. when i was so skinny D : and totally not near average don't know why but in p6 i became DAMN _l_ and just ate non stop so i gained 11kg. haha.but my bmi still underweight but bmi is stupid luh.stupid, useless.
ohh anyway. some people were commenting about my height today. THEY SAID I've GROWN! WHOOOHOOO. let's end this post on a happy note : D teeheee. good bye
130 am now. stopped mugging chinese a long time ago. i wouldn't even call that mugging. well, wish my self : D and friends all the best for the last exam !
p/s: going out with gloria to far east tomorrow ! whoo . hopefully i dont overspend. i need to save money ! $$
it's 1am now. and im still mugging science, okay at least i've just stopped. thanks gloria love for accompanying me and rushing thru science too : well can't wait for tomorrow, i hope i don't screw up the paper and yeah i shall just try my best wish me luck guys :)
I've sacrificed everything for my Year 2 in SOTA; just for the exams and results. I stopped watching TV. chnl U & 8 dramas. which i am literally addicted to I even didn't touch anime for practically the whole year. Everytime someone asked me to go out with them. I declined. cus i "need to study" Doing that for one whole year is tiring So obviously for me, I gave up in term 3. Also what with the Diploma preparation My soul had just been sucked out of me. I really tried my best to continue studying. But obviously in T4 i did the opposite. Last year T1-3 I slacked. So T4 i did my best and it pulled my whole year up by ALOT. This time it's doing the reverse effect. If i get the same % as last year.. I will regret it for life. I'm planning to really mug next year, since I'm not taking any piano ABRSMs. I think I really suffer from insomnia. I just can't sleep before 12. And i'll be sleepy the whole day in school. Even Mr chee asked me to sleep earlier. Said my mock tests weren't performing. Now my mum says. No wonder I did so badly for the exams. Cus I don' have enough sleep. I'm grossely lacking sleep. Next year I will try my best to sleep around 1130. My mum just talked to me.. (th reason i flunked math is cus of not enough sleep, can't concentrate and i was reallly freaked out. i even got first paper first question wrong. it was freaking ez) 'When you're confident, half the battle is won'.Finally, I think I understand this quote. I was really scared and worried for math. I already practised every single page/ or most of the assessment book. So it's justmy mindset. Sigh.
I want to cry but there's no more tears. :o I will try my best for next year. -.--
papers. ARC 25/40 damn unhappy Chi 52/100 no comments Lit 21/35 kinda unhappy Ihss 32/50 kinda unhappy Music MHO 14/30 kinda unhappy MIP 59/100 damn unhappy Chamber 78% no comments IS 66% damn unhappy Bio 43/50 no comments Phy 39/50 kinda unhappy Math 73/100 damn unhappy
Nothing to say except DAMN DAMN DAMN UPSET.
But overall is QUITE GOOD! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. I hope i get 72% or something liddat .
ARC 72% damn unhappy Chi 66.4% no comments Lit 61.8% for term 3 & term 4 damn unhappy Math 81.6 damn unhappy IHSS 75.9 quite okay. Music 66.4 Science 81.6 for term 3 & term 4, and it is wrong (cus bio 1 mark added not included). quite okay.
3A1 1A2 2B3 1B4
omg... 4 A and 3 B THIS SUCKS! SO BAD. mid-years was 6A and 1B then that B missed by 0.2 only if i count by IB programme, it's minus 8 points out of 42. so it's 34/ omg.. 0.0
SEE. all either quite or damn unhappy infact only ihss overall not that bad.
If i use lit as 65 and science as 82 i'll get 72.8 around there.nearly 73. I THINK I AM LIKE KINDA OKAY WITH IT. not like super _l_ about it. Sigh... And i still want distinction for diploma! :D I'm less upset than yesterday... So yeah.
NOOB. SO NERD. (denise trying on my specs and hairband and sweater. total FAIL. only i look okay in that specs actually =.= w/e i'm a cool nerd.
HANNAH MONTANA FAN CLUB! KRISH IS OWNING MAN.
denise wearing joan's 'boyish clothes'. HOT RIGHT.I KNOW LA.
gloria and my ice cream. island creamery~
denise and i
denise and i <3
p/s: met joy in outram park while walking with joan back from masterclass. iheard someone calling me. in the end is her haha.
2o/1o
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BESTEST FRIEND, JOAN QUAH! I LOVE YOU FOREVER! AND MAY YOUR WISHES OR WADEVA COME TRUE. WOW THIS SOUNDS SO ROUTINE LIKE. WEL ANYWAY U KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO! <3
LOVE YOU FOREVER. YOU KNOW YOU LOVE THIS MESAGE CARD AND MY PRESENT!
pe tournament. krish's team got 2nd. tsk. cus the penalty , krish let nishok 's kick in. sad. nvm at least 2nd i think krish is REALLY good. he just dribbles the ball from here to there : D grats. hannah montana fan club ;) then we got our chinese paper back. i was praying for 60 something. in the end. 52!!! HAHA i just revealed my marks here :o siol. stupid right - . - but luckily overall still B. 66.4. if i get C. VERY UGLY TO REPORT BOOK! NOW REPORT BOOK GOT A 60+. VERY VERY UGLY . UGLY! tsk. but anyway. music also confirm will be 60+. sian la.. my eoys the overall % will be like shit. then SAC i release earlier. not staying back to do work 0.o when i left the hall and saw gloria. i dont know why but i just STARTED CRYING! but this time is not like the whiny whiny one. is just silently cry f3. stupid man.- . - then i want a hug she go dao me. _l_ hate you hai bian. then andrew damn nice can. he hugged me like a few times. then talk crap la. haha so cute he. glad to have a friend like andrew. (learn from him gloria, break my heart la). then we went island creamery. iwanted to stuff myself with food to drown in my sorrows! i bought a double scoop , mango sorbet and strawberry. strawberry is NOT NICE! no taste. next time i'm going to buy sth else. don't jealous joan <3 went with gloria to her house. her sisters. kip PEEKING at me.. hello i not blind la please . iknow you there. she bathe..took sooo long. p/s: SHE HAS A FRICKING GRAND PIANO. FAG! then she wore some high sandals. and i feel even shorter. tsk then we met joan and valerie at clementi hub at 6 + i think. ate at hawker centre. SO _l_ HOT! we went aries. i bought a black white hair band, and purple hooped earrings. tsk. these few days ive been spending all my moneh for these accessories namely earrings,tsk. and then we trained here, trained there... trained to UCC . the concert some korean guy playing. i nodded off like 3/4 of the concert. srry la. i sleepy. trained to outram with joan and yuru and marcus.. then yuru and marcus and i got off..went to purple line at potong pasir my phone died so i borrowed yurus' phone.. they pangseh me at serangoon. thanks ah. and from then until now.. (21/1o). my phone inbox still got 64 unread messages. i too lazy to delet and read it. i also think it's quite fun, so i just leave it there. ithink yuru also haven't finish reading ! haha!
21/1o went school. chiong reflections. ithink i wrote like a few lines, iwrote very big. took a look at SAC year 2 & 3 in the hall. and year 3 had hip hop SAC an d they performed in the hall. hah cool. my group's video, the publicity one.is kinda boring. etiquette one was quite interesting. bcus u can focus on one aspect & just twist and turn mah. then publicity must go thru whole museum~_~ we went tabula rasa to see year 1 s SAC. not many bothered to look actually. then mei zhi etc started dancing and stuff. like celebration. gloria ask ed me t go notice board. then i heard some stuff crashing. i thought its some .. hm dno la. but when i look. i saw SO MUCH FRIGGING GLASS on the floor. and then ms wang 1 sec later walk out of meeting room. and SHOUTED!ask what happened. and nabil was clearing glass out of his hair. then she YELLED at him to go away, and stop moving. thaddeus then went GO.. wah , i very lucky. if i had left tabula 1-2 mins later, i would have totally met with the shattering of glass. i wonder what happened. nabil claimed that thaddeus rammed into the door hence it shattered. i heard fron others they playing catching.and stuff. but w/e la. wah later i was so paranoid thati got glass shards on me. cus i was a few metres away from the accident. then ambulance came..bring thaddeus. later we had SAC talk but i wasn't listening at all. sry la. i very tired. then we left school.. went joan's house. we changed out. i wore matching clothes with joan : D oh my she has seirously broad shoulders. min denise and i wear her clothes, wil SLIDE OFF! then she wear..we pull, nothing happen. HAHAHHAH. after that..we went to eat at kopitiam. then go lan. audi for 3 hours. denise suddenly left her seat halfway and said hi to this guy. apparently it's her audi friend. WTF. but i wouldn't even dare to do that. he's not bad looking, quite good i THINK.. cus i didn't see properly. didn't bother. but his audi is zxc pro. he confirm got noob la please. p/s: audi has this new mission book thing. they wil lrandomly give you during games and you have to clear it. i cleared alot of them : D hohohohohoho . alot of the missions are + fam points! WHOO. anyway. this SY guy from haruharu guild suddenly came our room said. are you in j cube. then we lazy and ignore. when we left lan, he was looking at joan licensing. she was banging the keyboard like siao. haha. he started talking in chinese. and i thought he was a bit sot. then he say. oh next time fam battle..my fam very good. you think i donno ? but anyway. i said. oh i kno your fam master. he said: harh? You know wei wei? weiwei? i ignored and walk off. HAHA SHIT LA. i know her charcter. she know mine. but we don't personally know e/o la. anyway. then joan realised she left the uni in her house. then denise and i told her can't enter SOTA with outside clothes. thus, denise lent joan her uni , and then wore joan's casual clothes back.. Denise wear XS. i wear S. Joan wears M. For Joan to wear Denise...abit ~_~ right?SO, being KIND like i usually am Not , i wore denise and joan wore mine. joan said she was suffocating in my shirt. helo? u want wear XS? MY shirt is totally not small la. its soo big. and denise skirt was so short. now i know why ppl's skirt in sota all so short one - . - k then we ate bread .. and then took 14 to SOTA but we missed the stop cus engrossed in books. then joan went back to hse to collect clothes from mum. then she change..and i got back my uni. HAHA! p/s: denise' s mum wasn't very shocked. but she ask denise if all of joans' clothes so stylish. Denise wore MENS CLOTHES! and minmin wore revealing clothes.. let me see your cleavage right *blush* later i'll post up pics. hmm. then concert..was quite nice. string ensemble was freaking empty. cus agp all go london. marcus xylophone so cute haha. melody tam played piano very well. basicaly this is 1 of the first concerts i not very sleepy. : D yeah dad fetched me back. p/s: still paranoid about glass shards. enjoy the pics.
woke up at 10+chiong outside. go watch surrogate @ 11am. at bishan to amk. the train coming in 4 mins.then 5 mins later . still 4mins. so pissing . reach there. movie started , haha. shared popcorn w/ gloria. joan didn't eat. after movie, 1 half hours. rate it 3.5/5. we din't know wher to go.in the end went west mall. we went watt's in and bought earrings. tsk.quite nice. hmm. then i ate kway chap with joan at koufu.. we share. gloria ate her own rice .. w/e that is. then i suddenly realised; won't many people not know about this masterclass?! So i called all the pianists i know. AND NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM WERE GOING. including liren! and ZAC. omg?so i was SO reluctant to go . in the end WHINY GLORIA WON ME OVER. but we were absolutely LATE.trained to clementi. then took 96 to YST. jireh said. eh then never visit your son ? i said. DONT even know wher you live! he said. oh condos outside cck. haha.so cute. hmm. we reached ther at 320. and abigail sin was in the piano masterclass Lol . i'm kinda sad i missed her performance. after her performance ended. SO MANY PEPLE LEFT THE AUDITORIUM. HAHHAHAHAHAHAH.next one. abit lollll.the master is like. JUST TALKING TO THE PERFORMER. IGNORE THE CROWD. oh && th last guy is, THAT ABSOLUTELY HAHAHAHHAHHA .he was the constipated guy last time ! before he starts playing (the same piece, chopin ballade in g minor/ major cant rmbr) he would wait for DAMN DAMN DAMN FREAKING LONG.then start playing . i rmbr the previous masterclass he took like 3 mins to start playing AND THE PROFESSOR STOPPED HIM IN TH FIRST PHRASE ALRD. HAHAHHAA. and it seems like he hardly corrected anything frmo the previous masterclass -.-tsk. but at least, he stopped giving the frigging constipated face. (he woudl use to squint his eyes and shake his body like a gay) NO OFFENCE INTENDED.hmm. after he played his piece, joan and i zao. went to lan for 1 hour audi. we exceeded 5 mins so need pay 50 cents. zzzz. anyway.my mum had 2 blood vessels burst in her right or left eye so the eye now is seriously blooody. not just red eye . is TOTALLY BLOODY BLOOD BLOOD AT THE WHITE PART. omg .she went doctor, and he said it's not ifnectious/ dangerous..just blood vessel burst.wtf , scary .oh and going home today. dad was behind me by 1 or 2 trains.AGAIN. haha! hmmm.i'm very scared for tmrw.if i fail chinese..sigh, don't know what to do. i'l probably EMO -.- and goodluck to the rest of g3 except my group who didn't get in.tsk. anyway.SAC. don't know what to do .so if i don't need t do anyth for SAC I'M GOING TO PON SCHOOL. useless manzxc.tsk.
i need to go school. staying at home and just sitting around like a couch potato is doing me no good! i watched tv.. used the computer.. then at 6 went to swim. finally. after 31929170 years !?!?! ohmy. i think i swam 12 laps. hmm. i think my stamina improved from last time. and it's either my parents are swimming slower, or i'm swimming faster. oh and apparently my dad has been swimming WRONGLY.. TSK. ate yoghurt. from frolicks. quite nice. tsk. some scenes from gakuen alice that i like. --when luca-kun met the piyo chick it said " BOY meets CHICK" HAHAHA GEDDIT. FUNNY.
--mikan was over natsume. like those kind of WRONG Positions. then luca and hotaru saw.. and they were like :o mikan : huh?(why are they looking at us liddat). *looks here. looks there* ... " NOOOOO!! IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!!" Natsume : just because no one saw means nothing happened. OH MY GOSH. SO CUTE. HAH.
Oh and when my mum was waking me up today, she : You don't have school tomorrow?now what time alrd? How to sleep tonight? (she forgot about holiday) Me: ya i dont have. o.o tsk. HAHHHAHA. and she was like oh. oops.
p/s: Why is my nuffnang ads screwed?! anw , do the poll. thanks : D
Like how this journey goes it's coming to an end : D
Today. Woke up at 11+ ,okay slept at 3+ so at least 8 h of sleep . Went to SGCC to eat . This month is california. last month was french. next month italy. haha. for appetizers i took crab main course steak burger. dessert strawberry chilled cheescake. the steak burger was like SHIT. the cheese was horrible. HORRIBLE. tasted like vormit. so i gave the whole thing to my dad. he gave me some of his pork ribs. it was damn nice. like literally take out the meat from the bones =D hmm. today i wore the juicy couture sandals. is quite high. like 3 inch. hmm. my sis wore like DAMN freaking high studded heels. -.- anyway. i'm planning to go to the study room next year more often :D i'm allowed to bring one person. who wants to follow me? tsk. hmm. then when i went home until now. JUST SPAM WATCH ANIME finished nabari no ou. i cried @ the ending -.- touching. then i felt lik rewatching gakuen alice. then i like to watch endings first. and i cried AGAIN. HAHAHHHAHAHA wtf. hmm. i don't know what i'm looking forward to in the holidays actually. if USA trip is cancelled. i'm going to faint. and i'm still debating whether to go bangkok for the whole of nov : D teehee. but i'm definitely bring my laptop so someone won't miss me : D someone tag my blog manzxc. it's getting BORING : D ciao.
p/s: Why have weird people whom I don't know in real have been coming my blog? Eg : Amos Lim from Pei Hwa SS. He's this guy who's been despo to enter SOTA thru dance. And he adds all SOTA people on fb , fs He even joins fb groups of SOTA (like We Love Bookshop etc) -.- And now he's come my blog. wowwww. I don't exactly like that. So if you see this, respect my privacy and stop coming. p/s: I'm going to delete you off fb soon.
Ohh. And even ppl from US come my blog, WEIRD. anyway. ciao
Woke up at 2pm today. wtf ?-.- anyway, feeling very bored. No laptop , it's 'under lock and key' So all i can do is use the computer which isn't very enlightening.. especially since the wireless mouse and keyboard keeps getting stuck and it's annoying anyway haven't been talking to him much. I also don't care. haha : D Ohh. i can't go class party on monday. I know that yeah, they shouldn't change the timing just for me. But when I sms-d them, they didn't reply. (the planners). Seriously, what right do they have to plan parties/etc for the class? They are not even in the CMC or ANYTHING. The reason why we didn't choose SOMEONE is bcus she is known for bein irresponsible and disorganized. That's why even out of 4 people running for a certain position , she didn't get chosen. I quoted that from my sms from a friend from G3 btw. This isn't a hate or complaining post, and i treat you exactly the same. I'm just voicing my views :) Anyway. I'm not interested to attend parties organized by them. I was already debating with rebecca(before i found out about the music masterclass on monday) whether or not to attend. Anyhow I'd rather spend my whole monday with my BEST FRIENDS rather than a party PLANNED by some people. what will happen?Just the class getting separated with cliques going all over the place. : D
p/s: Can't wait for results! Ahh.
I miss you, I really do. Couldn't you take the initiative? :o
Hmm . Today's a fucked up day. Sorry for the use of vulgarities but YEAH. i swear, anyway started off with assembly. no offence, but the year 1 singer was not v good. she started the national anthem melody VERY VERY QUICKLY and then later slowed down ALOT. She also choked while singing, and cleared her throat many times in just one national anthem. Are SOTA Music VOICE students really this standard?
Anyway , went F104 to check our papers . music investigation paper. I looked at my paper, got 59/100. I didn't expect to get 50 SOMETHING. I just stared. and stared. at the paper. And of course, was TOO SHOCKED to cry. Anyway, I found out that the rest of the INTERMEDIATE classmates also got 50s. ONly one 60s.yeah. And it turns out i got the same marks as Joan for EVERY SINGLE SECTION. what's this -.- Then, we went Q101 to check MHO. I was praying so hard that i'd pass. I FAILED. BY ONE FUCKING MARK. WHY CAN'T U LET ME PASS MUSIC HISTORY FOR ONCE AND NOT LET MY REPORT BOOK HAVE A FUCKING RED MARK? I DONT LIKE THAT IT JUST SPOILS EVERYTHING. (Although I chionged the essay at 7pm-3am on the day before submission haha, but i took a long time for research). LAST ONE AND THE WORST ONE. IS assessment. She called zac first. Then ME. She started off with , "Cara... don't judge your standard by this marks and performance.. because every one has their good/bad areas of music.." My thoughts: FUCK. obviously I DID BADLY , WORSE THAN WHAT THEY EXPECTED. Last year and this mid year my scales, i swear they were perfect. THis time. i got 6/10. I know. Cus i was SO nervous, i slipped like a bloody shit. And she said one scale i heard wrongly, then second time i played STILL wrong(my fingers didn't listen to my brains). Etude 7/10. no comments. cus i learnt it 1 and a half weeks before exam. And czerny is a muthafucking bitch.(RIP Czerny, no offence) Piece Intonation/Musicality-4/5 technique-3/5 Something-3/5 10/15. FOR MY BEETHOVEN SONATA OPUS 2 NO1. NEVER EVER PLAY THAT, PEOPLE WHO READ THIS. IT'S JINXED I TELL YOU JINXED. she said i play 19th century music better
better part of the day ate lunch at QQhse with gloria and joan. then went to suntec otaku house to meet denise and minmin . then we went lan to audi. audi for 3 h & went home . when i was trying so hard to be good at audi, i played like damn lousy then now that i've quit, i play damn good. like 188 can nearly reach 1m ,and i can chance 6 step 10 & 11 for fast songs.
by the way. THANKS MARCUS ! for being damn kind and helping me install the maps and stuff and somemore you even bothered to write down the steps for me Thanks alot , you're a great guy ^^
p/s: wish me luck 0.o cus i'm bad at these stuff
edited : tried one game with nic and epic fail. cus i haven't seen any dota playing before and either his explanation wasnt clear enough for a noob (-.-) or either im REALLY WEIRD AND I DONT THINK I AM D: shall ask marcus or jireh to help me later then.
Mood: ｡◕‿◕｡ Music♫: - Weather:Nearly ☂ Bye eoys <3 but honestly ,i don't feel like playing or anything. okay went out with gloria. to far east. went to buy earrings. she so despo for studs cus ms ho scolded her for her's. went 77th street. EX! D : still bought in the end. went this store Watts in 3 for 5! CHEAP : D i bought 4 pairs she bought 2. wow, today i bought 6 pairs . *guilty conscience starts coming* D : anyway. i went this Haru Gothic shop. the main branch is HaruJapanese fashion. wow the gothic shop was zxc nice. NICE!! i nearly fainted. everything there is MADE FOR ME ! I SWEAR. but guilty conscience comes in , and i just buy a shugo chara poster : D spent 2.40 + 5.30 + (10-3.30)+6 and also macs 2.45 Macs breakfast set is burger + drink 2.50 WITHOUT DRINK IS 2.45 MAKES ANY FUCKING SENSE? -.- wow. spent quite alot. crap nvm. i shan't go shopping for a long time. BUT I WANT TO D; sobsob. nevermind, whatever i need will go USA BUY BRANDED THINGS! : D ate subway , shared with gloria ate the usual thing. She was quite retarded. just bcus i couldn't rmbr that we went a certain shop before. she said. "Dont ever buy cold cut trio. makes you have STM. follow my diet" - . - and what's ur diet may i ask? Okay, anyway after this im going to pack my room and throw out every.single.year2.thing. okay not throw out. keep in the storeroom : D tmrw, getting back ALL our music papers. 1..2..3.. F-UUUUU okay i can't bear to say that word D : well anyway. WALAUUU. all in one day. ONE DAY! HOW TO TAKE IT? oh my gosh . i suddenly feel like bringing a whole box of tissue to school >_> CRAP la. CRAP . . . ohh and im going ice skating this friday with beloveds <3 gloria is TOO COWARD TO COME ! D ;
oh i realised i forgot to blog about the 'main' event of today. ... CHEEENA EXAM!!!! first passage- about some food..the block wood ear thingy ? dno. but it was SO LAME. second - about some PLANT THAT CAN MOVE BY ITSELF... WEIRD THINGS. weird topics. WEIRD 'MORAL OF THE STORY'. i had no idea what to write for gan xiang. and the questions were freaking hard. even worse than both of the mock tests. if u don't know what's adaptability in chinese for second passage, you = dead. damn it. if i get 7o i think i may faint. i am hoping to get 65 odd. if i get 5x ... i am so dead. okay anyway my plans for this weekend is to go jogging / or gym. and swimming on sunday. or perhaps saturday. but im too lazy to go - . - nevermind. i must. keep fit. I AM GETTING FAT. FAT!!! i wish my weight was in p5. when i was so skinny D : and totally not near average don't know why but in p6 i became DAMN _l_ and just ate non stop so i gained 11kg. haha.but my bmi still underweight but bmi is stupid luh.stupid, useless.
ohh anyway. some people were commenting about my height today. THEY SAID I've GROWN! WHOOOHOOO. let's end this post on a happy note : D teeheee. good bye
130 am now. stopped mugging chinese a long time ago. i wouldn't even call that mugging. well, wish my self : D and friends all the best for the last exam !
p/s: going out with gloria to far east tomorrow ! whoo . hopefully i dont overspend. i need to save money ! $$
it's 1am now. and im still mugging science, okay at least i've just stopped. thanks gloria love for accompanying me and rushing thru science too : well can't wait for tomorrow, i hope i don't screw up the paper and yeah i shall just try my best wish me luck guys :)
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ღCARA
CARA means Dear, originating from Italian♥
four-teen
6 june
Rosyth Primary 2002
School of the Arts 2008
geethree`ohnine
music-piano single/married
emotionally/mentally-unstable KANDA-BLACK-GOTH AnimeManga AuditionMaple Black&White MetalRockScreamo A7X-FOB-LP-Evanescence Peace BlackRoses X separation, exams, bugs, stress, envy, hate, ignorance
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♥Jesus,Family
♥JOAN;twinn-bestf
♥DENISEYAP;hyper-bestf
♥NICHOLASCHONG;husband
♥WEITAO;didi
♥BRITANY;best
♥ADA;best
♥JIREH;son
♥GLORIA;my love
♥ARIELLA;sis
♥SIJING;mummy
♥RYANLIM;slave
♥CHRISTIE;chr
♥MINMIN;retard
♥YURU;retard
♥G3-ppl;geethreee not in any particular order. these are just some friends.
OFFICIALLY QUITTED MAPLESEA && AUDITIONSEA DO NOT ever TEMPT me or PERSUADE me to join AGAIN
IT'S A WASTE OF MY TIME ｡◕‿◕｡
ღBirthdays
JAN 26 ->anisha JAN 28 ->shu en JAN 30 ->ben FEB 10 ->mel jie FEB 13 ->janis FEB 22 ->deniseyap FEB 28 ->christie MARCH 7 ->denise hong MARCH 8 ->ada MARCH 13 ->holli MARCH 25 ->jingyun APRIL 19 ->chel sis APRIL 25 ->minnlin MAY 17 ->patrick MAY 18 ->allie MAY 27 ->sijing MAY 29 ->gellin JUNE 1 ->bennett JUNE 3 ->yuru> JUNE 6 ->cara JUNE 19 ->aqilah JUNE 21 ->ariella JUNE 26 ->mum JUNE 27 ->WeiTao JULY 1 ->rach JULY 16 ->dad AUG 5 ->yungchi AUG 13 ->minmin AUG 21 ->yiwei AUG 31 ->yijun SEP 12 ->tonglin OCT 11 ->charlene OCT 15 ->frederick OCT 20 ->joan OCT 21 ->amelia
NOV 3 ->janelle
NOV 15 ->yingyan
NOV 17 ->jasmine
NOV 18 ->nicole
NOV 21->yihui
NOV 23 ->brittany
DEC 2 ->amanda
DEC 12 ->rebecca
DEC 16 ->nikki
DEC 27 ->nicholas
update me if you want ur bday on my list ｡◕‿◕｡
ღTo-Dos
ღPRIORITY｡◕‿◕｡
-FLEA MARKETS w/ Gloria -Far Eastw/ Gloria -Sleep before 11pm everynight Go iceskating WITH ANYONE -Eat Sushi Buffet W/ Joan -Go Gym, Swimming ----------------------------------
-Paint Nails
-Sit the flyer with ANYONE! -Delete audition & maple
-Drink GreenTea everyday
Movies
My Sister's Keeper
New Moon 500 days of Summer Surrogate
SHOWS TO FINISH WATCHING
KHR
Shugo Chara
NarutoShippuden
Pandora Hearts
Attention Please
One Litre of Tears NabariNoOu
SpecialA
SoulEater
EastofEden
Nana 1 & 2
in 
KANDA-BLACK-GOTH
FLEA MARKETS w/ Gloria
